It's Complicated

So today I decided I'm going to sleep in. Yes, I still have about 3 more hours of interning I probably should have done, but I still have time. I was up late last night, finishing up some ornaments and they look beautiful. I dropped one once and all the pieces went flying all over my room. I wasn't very happy. Haha. But today. Slept in. AMAZING. Took a wonderful hot shower. Just what I needed. Then had to hurry to school. I don't think I would even know the meaning of being on time for anything. I'd probably be late to my own funeral.
I just want to ask a simple question. Lady's maybe you can help me out. What is the purpose to tights? Not the new stylish tights, regular 90s/80s tights. They really seem to serve no purpose. They are thin and worthless. And keep out no weather. Who knows.
School was okay. It's almost over thank the heavens. Only about 3 more weeks. Then holdiay break. However that also means, hurry up and get all your papers finished for the finals to turn in.. CRAPpppPppPp when am I gonna have the time to do that? Why can't there be 2 of me? Then maybe I wouldn't be such a slacker. Not that I'm a bad student... its just so hard to focus on things when you could be enjoying your day off. Now tell me this, why does it always seem that days off, heck WEEKENDS off go by so much faster than if your spending 6 or 8 hours at work? It doesn't make sense...
The boyfriend is in a funk... He seems to be that way a lot. He's very bipolor almost it feels. One minute he can be the happiest cutest boy you've ever met. The second he's got this huge i'm depressed look on. And once he get's into that state it takes ages to turn him around it feels. Like today. He seemed okay when I left him to go to my class while he went to his. 2 1/2 hours late I get out of class and there he is with this look of depression. This were I say UGGGGhhhhhhhhhhh.
So you don't know what you wanna do with your life? Well here's the catch, almost a third of college graduates (mostly those who attend community colleges) don't know what they want to do. It's not you... its everyone. So life hasn't turned out quiet how you imagined? Get over it? I don't know what to tell you. We don't live in a movie. Our life isn't a love song.
I will admit I'm one of those people who is always scared that my future is gonna come crashing down on me one day and I'm gonna sit back and think well F*** what am I gonna do now? But thats after... you haven't even tried anything yet... How do you know if you wanna be a chef or a computer programmer if you haven't even tried to be one yet? It doesn't make sense. Oh you wanna live your life being a bum and only working enough to pay the bills. That'll get you far in life. I'm pretty sure your grandpa didn't just sit on his ass all day in front of a computer to make that million dollars. Just saying. We all are suppose to work. We do it to make money. But for most people, we do it because it makes us happy. We like doing what we do. I love teaching students because every day is a new day. They don't care if your ugly, or if you the most stunning model in the world. They are there to learn and communicate with their peers. If you can do that for them, they'll love you forever.

Okay okay... that's enough blabbing for the day... I'm going to leave you with a song from a movie, that's also from a televison show from the 70s.
"Hello world there's a song that we're singing, Come on Get Happy!!!" :)