Unaware

So the parents talk of divorce (well ones the parent, the others the step-parent). This leaves my little sis in distraught. Its always hard being told these things. Although I'm almost certain it will never happen, who knows. One day my psychotic mother just might crack and be serious... That'll be the day.
Today was not a good one. Work is such a mundane place to be. Same thing over and over again. "Hi. How are you? Did you find everything okay? Is this going on your ***** card today? Do you have a ***** card with us? You know if you apply for one today you could save an extra 15% off your purchase today! Well maybe next time... You saved (insert amount here) dollars. On the back of your receipt is a survey to tell us how we're doing. Have a great day!" Anyone who has to say that a million times over again each day would probably wanna quit too. When will they learn that I really don't give ****. And then they ask me to stay later... if you wanted me here till 11:30 at night.. then by golly maybe you should schedule me till then. I am outa here at 10.
So the boyfriend is an idiot... I love him and all but really? We talked for an HOUR last night about why I didn't want him to do this activity. What does he do? He does it anyway. Like i don't even matter... what i had to say didn't even register as being an option. Sometimes people can seriously be sooo stupid. I mean really kid? I'm not spitting these truths for the heck of it! So I did something he probably didn't see coming... actually he did. Cause i told him i would if he did it. Men.. they never listen. I broke up with him. I made him cry... he deserved it. And I felt good about it. Lord knows how many times that boy has made me cry and has he ever shed a tear? No... so it felts really good. As evil and sadistic as that sounds I don't care... I was happy to see those tears. I was in an unhealthy fit of rage. Not because I broke up with him.. but because the little twerp didn't even seem to care. I'm sorry, but usually when a girl you "love" breaks up with you, you would wanna be trying your flippin hardest to get said girl back. You'd be calling her, saying lets talk. No... he texts me. TEXTS ME. When I finally call him saying we need to talk he talks... then says hey talk to E***... What the heck. NO I don't wanna freaking talk to E*** he's the reason your freaking doing this stupid stuff. So as you can see... I was angry. What does he do after school (should I say, during school) he goes home and plays video games... So as you can see... me being angry. Completely understandable. The kicking... not so much. But when people get mad they usually try to fix it with punching. And let me tell you I was livid. But after all that I decided that I still do love him.. And even though he is one stupid A** muther F***** and can't be without him. Let me tell you. He learned something that day. Whether it be to not do what I say he shouldn't, or that you should never unleash the wrath of Britney again. I'm not a mean demanding girlfriend, if i had to rate my girlfriend skills 1-10, I'd give me a 9. I'm sure every girl says that. See I'm completely up for him making his own choices as long as they wouldn't have negative affects on him, because I care about him. So when he does decided to make stupid choices I get angry when he doesn't listen to the reasons. See? Completely understanding. But he's so hard headed. He'll never get it.
Anyway... That's all for today. Now I'm home making ornaments for our Christmas tree (which look friggin sweet). And crafts always make me happy... and maybe a french vanilla cappuccino.